I visited ukiah..

obviosly you know, you were driving next to me for 10 min creeply..

i also heard about you loosing your phone..and what your mom said…and what you said..

after she read all of the messages of course…

i also heard about your new highschool gf… and how you tell her of your tattoo plans..

very intresting cuz i knew she realllllllyyyy doesnt know you.. 

my baba told me to pretty much never be with you again..

that he loved you and all but he doesnt want that… that was weird to hear.

theres this overwhelming feeling that our relationship is over completly.

its been…half a year…a couple more months and its summer and a year has gone by.

i repeat andy..dont stay in ukiah..you are so much better than that.

dont get a gf in ukiah…you are so much better than them.

dont waste your fucking beautiful talent for music. 

wish i could shake you till you understand

i care enough to tell you somehow

-esia

you know i want to still be your friend, i know you too well not to be.

i just dont have the time or patience to go through them. they make me sad and my tummy uneasy. Getting to see how much we’ve grown in all my pictures is insane. And we don’t even have any recent pictures. obviously cuz were not together. anyways, there will be more to come when i feel like it. 

                                                        p.s. 

                                                         i still can’t believe you. My heart plays dead everytime i think about it.